happy monthsary! ❤

there's 7 billion people in the world but out of those my heart beated for 7 not the billion people but 7, my kunpimook bhuwakul.

i know i will not always be what you want me to be. i might forget to listen or forget to share. i might not agree at some point. i might be stubborn and i might be wrongheaded, but i will always love you. i will always strive to be the woman you believe i can be.

my love, i thank the heavens above for giving me someone like you. you are an answered prayer. you are a gift from above and i couldn't ask for more. thank you for always being there for me. thank you for listening to my nonstop rants, "ka oahan", and just those random thoughts i have. thank you for existing, love. thank you for always making sure i am safe and that i am genuinely happy. thank you for being my bestfriend, father, brother, and my boyfriend. and soon enough, you'll be the dad of our little bambam. you are my other half. you are the one that makes me laugh when i'm sad, makes me consider when i want to be rash, and finds me when i am lost. you are my guide, teacher, and one true love.

i know that life is hard, babe. but i promise you that when you stumble i will always be there to catch you. things happen, and everything that happens in our life is inevitable. thus, everything happens for a reason. you feel tired? that's fine. i'll be your strength. you feel sad? that's fine. i'll be your happiness. you feel like crying? that's fine. i'll be your handkerchief and a shoulder to cry on. you see, babe, whatever storms may come, in sickness and in health, for richer or for poorer, i will always be there. i'll always be holding your hand no matter how hard it'd gets. i won't leave you and i promise you that. and, babe, i don't break promises remember? it's okay, it's totally fine not to be okay. but don't ever give up, okay? i love you so much.

i wish you genuine happiness, babe. i pray that whatever you are praying for will be answered too. your yeon will always be here. your reyna ko. your baby. your one and only jeon soyeon. don't give up okay? keep going, babe. and hey, did you know how proud i am of you? well, then, now you know that i am so proud of you. so much. keep doing what you love and always follow your heart, babe. you have my full support with you. i'll always be watching you and will always be proud of you. i love you so much! i promise to listen, hear, and always consider your feelings and thoughts as we travel together on this journey. don't ever hesitate to rant to me to vent out to me, babe, okay? no matter how random it is, i'll always listen to you. i promise to kiss your tears, to rub your shoulders, to raise your hand high, and to make everything into an adventure. i promise to be open, to catch you with an open heart, to speak to you openly about anything, and to open my soul to you. i love you.

you are my star — my Polaris — that guides me, shows me my best self, and allows me to take this journey of love.

i love you so much, whatta bambam ko. cheers to more seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, and years with you, babe.

well, it was about 8 months, babe of being in love with each other but today it's our first month as official couple.

happy monthsary, babe!